Friday, March 11, 2011
Just Another Day in the Life
Sorry I haven't been posting this week. Everything has just kind of hit me at once and today I'm feeling lower than low. It really stinks and I just called and called my appointment with my counselor my mom has asked me to go talk to. I should have probably went and talked to her about everything and how I am feeling today but honestly I am just overwhelmed and all I can do is lay in my bed and try not to think about anything. I'm pretty sure I can be classified as "depressed" now. I hate the way my life is going right now. I wish everything was different. I can't talk to my best friend about any of this, or even my mother. How am I supposed to talk to a friggin shrink about all of this? This is difficult for me to even type. I just want to disappear for a while, so I think that's what I'm going to do this spring break. Deactivate FaceBook, Tumblr, Twitter, stay off of Blogger and whatever other online social thing I'm a part of. Possibly even turn off my phone. I don't know. All I know is that I want this to all be over already.